There was always a weak spot in my heart when it comes to how to love the person who is with me right now. Living a complicated life has always felt normal. But at the end of the day it was also a burden to me even if everyone feels like it’s always fine. Having a stressful life like everybody else has really made it very complicated to live. There has already been so many time that there have been a lot of problems that needed to be fixed but there was no one out there who can help me at the end of the day. The pain seems to always have been over flowed in my life and I think that everything can be alright even if my inside is already very badly beaten if there is just a person who could be there when everything is falling apart. The person who can be a very huge part of my life in the future may not come if I will continue to hate myself all of the time. I’ve already resisted a lot of people to love me just because I’d the insecurity that has always reigned in this heart. there where so many problems that was not been able to be fix no matter what I did just because I did not have any person to give me anything that could give me a little bit of inspiration. Not knowing how to love myself have been a great burden and a curse because it just made it worst and worst. Finding a situation where things could work out right now seems to be an impossible thing. It was not hard to spot the giant heart ache in my life. I’ve been in a very dark place almost all my life and it did not really occur to me that there is something that I can do to fix the bad situation that I am in right now. It makes me really sad to know that everything seems to be falling apart and there is nothing that I can do to even fix the situation that I have in my life. I hoped that everything could be better but as long as I don’t have someone that can help me fix my life out I will never have any peace in my life. That’s why having a London escort is a very good thing because she is the one who can greatly have motivated me to do something good. It’s true that there have been a lot of fortunate things that have happened to me because of a London escort. the more that we would be together the brighter the future might be that’s why it feels really good to have a London escort back in this life because she is the kind of person who has given me a lot of love and joy. it will always be a joyful occasion to have a London escort in my life to love me.